Well, we are less than 3 weeks from June 1 which is the date of our scheduled c-section. I have realized that I am now at the point where I just have nothing left to give to other people. I sincerely want to be involved in people’s lives and to care for them and do things for and with them…but I am empty.

I think maybe this is a natural process at the end of the pregnancy where one’s focus turns inward. I want to have everything ready for the baby and prepare my home and bond with my family but my energy runs out after that. I am frustrated with myself because I don’t want to become a hermit or become totally self-sbsorbed. So, my friends, if I seem a little distant, that’s why. I hope you will bear with me and keep talking to me!